In Continuity

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Hello all, it seems longer than just three days since my last post. It seems that everything is happening slowly and extremely fast. I don't even remember how far away was 3 days away. So much has happened that I don't know how to and where to begin from. There came a time when it hurt to even listen to music.
But let's all revert back to the age old adage of life moves on. I think that it is a shit saying. People who say that to people who are hurting should be hit over the head with something hard. 


This post was written a while back and I am going to continue it today..... The line of thought is not the same but close enough 

Moving on is hard. But it has to be done. As mentioned above, people who say move on or time heals all wounds should be hit over the head. But alas I can't go around hitting everyone on the head. I have realized that no one in this world could hurt me more than I have been allowed myself to get by another human being. 
I have no idea what the different stages of a break up are!!! I don't think it was a break up I think it was abandonment plain and simple. Khair I can't change the world I live in. I mean hasn't the general population heard is the phrase a man is as good as his word???!!!! 
It's hard to open up to someone not knowing what the future will be. It's no wonder many youngsters in my culture now prefer arranged marriages. Who wants to go through the hassle of choosing their life partner and then realizing they made a mistake. 
Marriages and divorces both are highly expensive. But let's pull back a bit. Isn't being angry at someone one of the easiest things which could be done to someone. But I don't think my anger is misplaced. I mean how can I not be angry at someone for not standing up for me or fighting for me or more to the point ; how can I not be angry at a guy who couldn't stand by his word. It should be reasonable and logical, yet I am seems illogical and unreasonable. 


Honestly I'm tooo drowsy to finish this off, so I will meet you all next time.....

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