The Would-Be Writer

At this moment in time, my head hurts, the things I’m hearing right now. They are out of this world. This world is a shitty place. People just like using other people. No one and I mean no one would want to be with someone who lies and cheats. How is someone justified in being with two people at the same time? There is no explanation. You can’t love two people at the same time. If you can’t seem to give one or the other up, than that is on you. And you aren’t in love with either of them. It is just that you like having those two hanging on to you. You are the sort of person who gives hope to other people. So like I said in one of my previous posts. You should know your mind. Any arrangements that you think that you have, might not exactly be an arrangement. It might you taking the person along for a ride. Yes I am rambling. This is the page where I get to ramble. So people who might not like what I am saying, should leave. I know I’m sorry I’m usually such a jerk. And I usual...

Hey all,  Yes I know it’s been a long time, but I’ve been busy with work and family. I know it’s an age old excuse; however it’s extremely valid for me.  So a quick review of what’s been happening since my last post. Yes I was ecstatic, and I well have managed to maintain that feeling for quite some time now. But yes I have recently been employed. Yaaayy for me!!!!!!!!!  So yes, imp working at an office which has a total of four people other than me. It’s a nice place. It’s clean and comfortable. But other than that the chair sucks. I have now decided to keep myself uplifted at all times. There is no way that will let someone to bring me down.  I work hard, and I should be able to play hard also. So my new rule in life is to take care of myself as well as others. Yes my father has not been well at all. However, he is much better now and overall things are looking pretty good. Over time we should be able to get over our pain, but some things just tak...

You know at my age, very close to 25, you learn a few things in life. The first thing you learn is that you second guess yourself all your life. There is nothing you can do about it. There are major decisions you wish you had a clear path to, a clear defined decision or solution to but you don’t. The second thing you learn is that there are many different kinds of friends around. And the funny thing is you need them. The good and bad all together. Another thing I’ve learned is that there are many different kinds of love. There are so many types of them around which you experience in your life. There’s the love of the family, there is the love of friends, for both these loves you are willing to die and stand up to the worst of situations. Now the third kind of love is the one you find in the opposite sex, or the ones who might find in the same sex. See this is the love we all strive to find. The perfect partner. The one who takes our breath away. That one look which makes you weak in...