The Would-Be Writer

So aj mai sab kuch urdu mai likhu gi. Zara mood nahi English mai baat karne ka. Actually this is how I think… Alternating between urdu and English. Khair aj I just wanted to check in with my peeps. There is only one thing on my mind. Aj kal ke loog inteha ke kute hote hain. Yes people who know me will tell you ke mai galiaya nahi deti. But the situation calls for that. I have only one question, wo mard kya kehlate hian jo aik aurat ko uske paise wapis dene ke lia rulate hian? I mean what are they known as? is it a special breed? Cause I would like to know. Ke aise bando ki gairat kahan ghas charne chali jati hai? Matlab paise mere, investment meri aur bharam ap dikhao…… I really want to know where this happens. So basically let me give you all a little insigt as to whats happening. I had this friend, who borrowed some money from me. And uske baad uske sath mai ne paise invest bhy kardia the. And now, I want my money back. The douche bag isn’t prepared to transfer the amount via Weste...

Sorry for such a long gap.... Loss of my phone has hit me hard. I have been swamped, I dont't know what to do anymore. I'm probably not going to graduate this term. And it is making me finicky.... Apart from that I have a big decision to make. Why is it that we look forward to growing up????  I wish I was still a kid. No hard decisions to be made.... No one could depend on me. I wasn't responsible for anyone's happiness. It was all about me and my little wishes, such as going on the swings, pkaying out all day, junk food when I want. Simpler and much happier times.  I have to decide if I should carry forward a proposal which I have recently gotten....... Carried forward from a previous musing....... People don't like sympathizing with other peoples pain. It is just heartbreaking how easy it is to move on. Taking for example the plane which had recently disappeared.  Sitting here in class I look around, all I see are young kids who have no worries. But they all ca...