The Work of an Empty Mind

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There is no decent way of saying this my life has come to a stand still at the moment. While I'm worrying about getting an education, the institution won't allow me to have a good time and a decent education on time!!!!
Where in this world has this been seen before. It is the first day of my semester and all I have done so far is walk back and forth from the registration office. This was the highly annoying aspect of the day......
So I'm left here to sit and think and think and think. Like a dear dear friend of my would say this is the potty of my mind!!!! So here goes.....
I am in love!!!! Yes it can happen this sudden. But I honestly don't think it was sudden. Ending something you know won't amount to something is still painful.... People who say that's all right are really wrong. But I am in love. It wasn't a struck by lightening type of love. 
It was the type which quietly and slowly creeps on you then yells booo!!! while you are least aware of it.....
I'm glad the person whom this is about has completely forgotten that I have a blog I don't know what the level of my embarrassment would be if I ever found out he is reading this!!!! :( 
Since he is a fellow blogger I'll completely ignore him and barge on.... :D 
Lol people might read this and judge me but it's ok. I as a person judge others also so I am alright with others judging me. Over the past year things have changed so much that I'm just happy to have found someone who is able to make me happy..... 
We all have our quirks and eccentricities, lol but I fell in love with his. I never thought I would be able to love someone for being as crazy and as adorable as him. I have a degree in crazy myself *applause* *self congratulatory now* but us two together take the cake and eat it toooo... And can you believe someone who doesn't like cake!!!!! :o lol I would have died if someone told me I would fall in love with someone who doesn't like cake!!!! 
But I really really want this to work out. *fingers crossed* it has been a good infact an amazing ride till now. I still haven't told many people about him with the fear that something might go wrong cause of toooo many people knowing :( 
But I like keeping him to myself. I like knowing he is mine to have and experience and *ahem ahem* taste!!!!! :D 
As an almost graduate I know better than to start my sentences with a big fat BUTT , but oops I did, so forgive me for that transgression. 
It's late night and in listening to songs while waiting for my beau to get free from  all this responsibilities at home and come in my arms for the night... (ladies please don't think this is the start if a gothic romance novel set in a time when the damsel in distress were the most appealing thing to have and save)
It's just a simple real life love story set in a time when things are highly confusing and unattainable. But ( there I go again starting with the wrong word) it's something worth fighting for. And I'm going to fight till the end!!!! 


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