New Year--- New Happenings

Hello back to and hello to a new year... We have always had great expectations for the new year that comes rolling after every 365 days. But what we fail to get is that it's how we manage our year, it isn't how the year manages us... I'm not a funny person at all like at all. I have no amazing qualities but in the end all I have is my way of looking at things. Another thing that I have going for me is never giving up. I was able to stay with someone I loved, still do in my way for the longest of time. 

But that came to an end. And on the new year I came face to face with a new possibility a happier one. I have not been this happy in some time now. While this might sound selfish and rude, it's true and I wouldn't have been able to realize that had I not moved on and opened my eyes. 

Things are so much better at the beginning of this new year. While my past is still what has built me and molded me to be the person I am now, it is the hope of a new future that makes me happy. 

Though my new years gift was not quite on the New Year's Eve, it was pretty close. I have no words to express what that gift meant to me.

I had been actually waiting for it. I could have waited for it for a long time, I don't know if this year will bring what I am looking for but I do know that in the end I have what makes me happy. The days the minutes spent with this special person had.made me giddy delirious and fly high in the sky. 

Even sitting alone I smile with the thoughts I have. I think nothing can beat the sweet feeling of memories being relived. However boring this might sound, it is the most happy I have been in years and I believe it deserves a mention. But somehow I can't seem to find the words to explain all that I am feeling!!!! Highly exasperating for someone who aspires to be a writer. 

Well more for later ciao