The Venture into Venting

Writing is just this way of venting. Talking to people is not as easy as writing. Over the very many years that I have been around, I have always heard that writing makes everything better. Well this is what I am going to try now. It has been many many years with me just trying to be a better version of myself. At times I try to be the version of myself which others would want. 
The thing with living is that it is not a fairy tale. I wish it was. I grew up hearing all these fairy tales. I grew up having a very vivid image of what my knight in shining armor would be like. But I think that thinking about such things just messes with your head. Just like it has messed with mine. There is nothing worse than having all these expectations; expectations from your friends, family, your better half; and then having them thrown away. 
As human beings we are given the boon of living with expectations. Expectations which you  have of others and expectations which others have of you. You hear all these things about how not to have expectations. But how can you not? Really how does it really work? Living with your family you expect a few things from them. While they expect a few things from you. These expectations are what really cause the problem in relationships. Be it platonic relationships or romantic ones. 
I do not really understand how we, the human beings, can be such screw ups all the time? Is this what we are meant to be? How is it that having all the knowledge that we have, and all the exposure and sense we have been given, that we manage to screw up our lives one time or another? 
The really weird part is we know when we are wrong, when we are right, and when things can be made better. I mean I fail to understand how two people who have been together in a relationship for the past six years are not able to stop fighting like cats and dogs. How? Or am I just asking the wrong questions? Should I rephrase that for the masses and make it seem like my mistake? I think I am right most of the times, I have the data and examples to back up claim with. But they don't work do they?
The thing about writing is that there is no end and there is no actual beginning. Should I have started with a little background of my life? Nah I don't think so. Things should be of free flow nature. There is nothing worse than boring and predictable. 

See ya in the next posting 
xoxox