Passion

So I’m sitting here at the hospital with parents, and all i van think about is passion. What I’m wondering is whether a girl like me who has lived a sheltered life to an extent id able to find passion. May it be within a marriage or outside of it? 

I mean I’m not really touchy about it. But let’s be honest and very open about something, girls in my society; we are not allowed to be open and completely out there. I mean look at it this way. Most of the women don’t even know what will happen on their first wedding night. There is no way they are even aware of what passion really means.

 Alright ok most of the things we watch on TV are about passion. But then what is shown in the movies and shows is just lust. Not true passion. Passion, now that’s something to crave, to actually lust after. It is what makes the world go around. There is nothing in this world without the emotion of passion. You are supposed to be passionate about your work, your family and mostly things you want to do.

 So why shouldn’t I want for passion in my life. There is nothing I would want more, than to have passion in my marriage. I know I might be reaching too high for something I might not be able to get. But then again why shouldn’t I? Sky is the limit isn’t it? So what’s wrong with wanting something for me?

 It would be a stretch to say that women in my side of the world are not allowed to choose their spouse, they are. Then again, it’s so hard to find a man who is right, someone who brings out the animal in me. I know so many people will turn around and say I’m highly choosy….. Well I am but then again I want to be.

 I don’t want a dull marriage. I want a marriage full of passion, in bed and out of bed. There is nothing I could want more. There is nothing which could make me feel happier than having passion. Raw passion that is. People do find that where there is a passion, there is a lot of fighting also. And believe me I don’t mind. I want to fight with abandon. Because I don’t believe in having things left unsaid. Keeping things inside my heart makes me sick.

 So yes, I really want passion. I want to be able to be the only woman who makes my man wants to tear my clothes off. Because let’s face it, there are things in a marriage which become a rut.

 Ok so till here I was highly distracted watching this amazing show. But now all my attention is towards how to shock my readers. Have you ever, read one of those novels where there is a lot of drama and a half naked woman on the cover? Yes I’m sure you know what kind of novel I’m talking about. It’s the one your parents always asked you to look away from.

Well let me tell you those novels are amazing. You should read it once in your life. They are trash. They are truly trashy novels. But my god do they make your spine tingle. And this is coming from someone who should be immune by then. Since (sheepish look) I have read about a million of them. There is nothing better than a cool night, a glass of coke or juice, some light music and a trashy novel.

This is what I'm talking about  

And when I read those novels, even though they have explicitly described scenes in them, I only and singularly wait for the part where the hero and the heroine are in anguish. True anguish to see a single smile from the other; anguish over whether they will be able to meet again or not. The anguish of realizing they are in love. That is what true passion is like. There is nothing like it.

That is what makes such a novel amazing. It is what gets you hooked. Go on I know you want to try it. Not many guys and girls alike will be able to read it. But just to get a taste of what kind of passion I’m talking about you should give it a read. And please get your mind out of the gutter and that image out of your mind every time you read the word passion!!!!

I know we are all dirty minded: p but come on I’m trying to make a point here. I can actually see the smile on the faces of my friends If I say something like this to them. The smile that says I know what you’re thinking you dirty person. Tauba tauba!!!!  

One more thing you should know, aspire for the best for your life. What do you have to lose???!!! Ciao for now babies. Gotta go