Viele Unterbrechung: lots of interruptions

Sorry for such a long gap.... Loss of my phone has hit me hard. I have been swamped, I dont't know what to do anymore. I'm probably not going to graduate this term. And it is making me finicky.... Apart from that I have a big decision to make. Why is it that we look forward to growing up???? 
I wish I was still a kid. No hard decisions to be made.... No one could depend on me. I wasn't responsible for anyone's happiness. It was all about me and my little wishes, such as going on the swings, pkaying out all day, junk food when I want. Simpler and much happier times. 
I have to decide if I should carry forward a proposal which I have recently gotten.......

Carried forward from a previous musing.......

People don't like sympathizing with other peoples pain. It is just heartbreaking how easy it is to move on. Taking for example the plane which had recently disappeared. 

Sitting here in class I look around, all I see are young kids who have no worries. But they all can't wait to get out of this class and add their names to a life of worries. It's blatant disregard for my teacher as I sit here inclass,right infront of her and type out my blog. 

I am immensely embarrassed but I can't wait to get out of this class. I have no interest in studying anymore. I feel I have outgrown the classrooms here and should now get a job. 

My frustration I my lies with the issue of not being able to work and support my extravagance. I have always wanted an extravagant life style. There is ko harm and no shame in wanting to build a life of comfort and ease. People find it hard to accept that people would want to rise even higher than they are at the moment. 

Money has never been an issue in my household. But there is no harm in being a bit more ambitious. 

Ok so I'm sorry for so May interruptions..... It was the last one I promise 

 

I hate people who don't come through with what they say. I mean I have not been wrong with the judgments I pass on people. Which basically means that I am able to understand a persons motives pretty easily. But I made a huge mistake recently. So yes, I'm paying for it heavily and with a lot of things which I didn't know could happen. 

But I'm facing them with all the gumption I have. That's all life needs right?? Or does it plan on making it a bit more worse for me than it already is???? I don't think it can do any better!!! But then again I might be tempting it by just saying this out loud. 

I honestly don't know where and how things will end up being. All I know is that every kuta/kutia has their day. And since I have been treated like one I might as well get mine any day now........

Watching an old show, I learned something: revenge is a dish served cold...... What I don't get is how is it possible to make revenge cool, when it's all about passion and heat. I don't get it... Anyone who has a better grip on this concept is welcome on leaving me a comment. Not that I will be able to understand any better. 

Ciao for now..... Till next I can't hold it in......