Procrastination at it's Peak

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Hey all, 
Yes I know it’s been a long time, but I’ve been busy with work and family. I know it’s an age old excuse; however it’s extremely valid for me. 
So a quick review of what’s been happening since my last post. Yes I was ecstatic, and I well have managed to maintain that feeling for quite some time now. But yes I have recently been employed. Yaaayy for me!!!!!!!!! 

So yes, imp working at an office which has a total of four people other than me. It’s a nice place. It’s clean and comfortable. But other than that the chair sucks. I have now decided to keep myself uplifted at all times. There is no way that will let someone to bring me down. 

I work hard, and I should be able to play hard also. So my new rule in life is to take care of myself as well as others. Yes my father has not been well at all. However, he is much better now and overall things are looking pretty good.

Over time we should be able to get over our pain, but some things just take time. I honestly think I have done pretty well considering the position I was in previously. I am as shitty as ever, but I have now come into the light....

I feel as if there should be a picture of light and mystic background music. Hahahah well we all have our weird moments. But other than that, I’m pretty proud of myself. I’m starting to face the music.

I am totally prepared to face what I have been putting off since so long. Lets see how that turns out for me. But keeping my fingers crossed.....

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